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[May. 14th, 2009|03:12 am] |
i am feeling incredibly introspective and yet deliriously tired.
i find these two emotions pretty much always go hand-in-hand for me. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2009|11:18 am] |
so i entered a myspace karaoke contest (lol) to see if i can win a trip to las vegas to see jason mraz in concert! (i've never been further west than tennessee hahaha.) anyhoo, you need at least 100 views to be considered for judging so i was just wondering if you guys could help me get the views up. i have 67 so far and it hasn't even been a whole day! (although that's probably because i've been whoring out the link everywhere.)
anyhoo, you don't even have to actually watch it - if you could just click the link and keep it up for like 30 seconds i think that counts as a view haha... just like 10 seconds worth, literally. you can even mute it if you want!
i would really appreciate the help. (lol, as you can tell, i dream big.)
here's the link!!!
http://ksolo.myspace.com/actions/showSongProfile.do?rid=1141857&sid=28355&uid=8268028
thanks guys, i appreciate it! =]
(and i swear at some point in the near future when my life doesn't revolve around school work, actual work and newspaper, i'll update. 'til then, hope you all are doing well! <3) |
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[Mar. 12th, 2009|03:58 pm] |
i'm 20 today.
ewwwwwww. |
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[Oct. 27th, 2008|05:36 pm] |
i was wondering if someone who knew who to make icons on my friends list could use the following 3 pictures in this order and make it into a moving thing that says over the three of them like, "i love jason mraz. / a lot. / like... a lot, a lot." i don't know if that's possible but i would be quite grateful. =]
graciasssss. |
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[Sep. 26th, 2008|07:48 pm] |
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| | grew up a screw up - ludacris | ] |
i don't feel like typing a lot at the moment, but i do feel like bragging.
so i thought i'd throw out there that i got to interview queen latifah, jennifer hudson, dakota fanning, tristan wilds, nate parker, and gina prince-bythewood, (i'm sure you only care about the first three and that's okay, i do too), at the ritz carlton hotel in georgetown yesterday.
i literally sat right next to each as we interviewed them.
like my foot accidentally hit theirs. that's how close i was.
and i got to talk to them.
and this was all just for my campus newspaper.
i LOVE entertainment reporting. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2008|03:56 pm] |
i just interviewed michael cera (from juno, superbad, and arrested development), and kat dennings (from the 40-year-old virgin) on the phone.
lemme tell you, my college's newspaper is the best. extracurricular. activity. ever. |
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[Aug. 9th, 2008|02:30 am] |
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| | hold you in my arms - ray lamontagne | ] |
i get entirely too analytical at night.
i probably could've fallen asleep 2 hours ago, but i have this thing where if i go to bed, i feel like i'll miss something. i realize this is completely ridiculous because there is literally nothing going on right now, no one online or anything... i think my mind is just twisted. you'd think i'd be upset because by staying up late i'm inadvertently also sleeping in a lot and therefore missing stuff then as well, and considerably more actually, but i just don't even think about it. i'm weird that way. i guess i really am a night owl. i haven't been able to fall asleep before 4 for about five nights now. maybe i'm just anxious for school to start back up again. i'll probably just blame it on that for now.
i go back up to school the 20th. less than 2 weeks! 11 days! also, i've noticed one of my worst habits is saying "back up to school." DC is south of me and yet i have never gotten the hang of actually saying it is haha. i guess "up" just sounds more natural to me. anyhoo. i'm really content at home at the moment but i am super, super excited to go back to school. i just miss the general atmosphere. (and my friends of course!!!) it's gonna be sad to have to say goodbye again to all the familiar faces i've gotten used to seeing though. today was my last day of work and i definitely was a little upset to have to say goodbye to people. it was a fun experience and the people were sweet so it was worth it. =] i am extremely happy that i don't have any work obligations for the next couple days though... i need to get my shit together for school. it takes me forever to pack. i think most of it will be mentally preparing though. gah, i hate saying goodbye to the kids at home... at least i'll see them over the holidays.
i reread my last entry before i wrote this one and since then, i've played guitar pretty much everyday. i'll pick it up to fool around with for a little and end up playing it for 3 hours without even noticing. i think i've made some significant progess. i think music therapy is my favorite kind. there's just something so freeing about completely losing yourself in what you're doing and not even noticing the tips of your fingers are peeling from playing for so long haha. it sounds gross but i don't mind it because i feel like it's a physical reminder of the progress i've made.
the one thing i'm kinda annoying myself with at the moment, (other than the whole over-analytical thing, which i guess this could've kinda tie into), is right now i feel like i'm kinda in escrow, so i keep not living in the moment and instead keep thinking of other stuff to look forward to. i'm in that awkward time period between home and school where i keep looking forward to school, and... other things i can't think of at the moment. i'm super excited for the 2 (count 'em! TWO!) jason mraz concerts i'm going to in october, but i feel like i have to push it out of my head because i definitely get fixated on certain events and excitement so much that i don't enjoy the moment as much in anticipation of a bigger one. i feel like i've gotten semi-better at this over the past year, but it's still a trait that annoys the crap out of me. living in the moment is such a precious and innate thing but i feel like i'm still just trying to get the hang of it.
this entry is kinda pointless but eh, when the mood strikes to write, i figure it's best to just probably give in. |
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[Jun. 9th, 2008|03:58 pm] |
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| | better version of me - fiona apple | ] |
i think i'm a delusional person.
scratch that.
i KNOW i'm a delusional person. i tend to believe this for various reasons. for instance, in the past week i've had a dream about jason mraz almost every night lol. i suppose my subconscious is on overload. i've also recently gotten my guitar restrung and have been practicing several times a day to some avail. now this is not necessarily delusional, but i don't know what i expect from practicing so much and hoping to relearn the chords and get better. on the one hand, i know i would just like to revive some of the instrumental musicality in me that seemed to die a little after high school, but on the other hand, i feel that secretly i hope some notoriety will come to me from getting better. how? i have no idea. i don't even pretend to understand my own ideas and thoughts anymore lol. again, i feel that i am delusional because i don't even attempt to understand the oddness that is my brain. i'm easily amused and simplistic on the one hand, but also inherently complex and analytical on the other. this makes it all sound like i hate myself, but i don't haha! i enjoy myself. i amuse myself, (and hopefully others.) i'm just thinking. out loud. or out written. whatever, i don't know how to phrase that and don't feel like trying lol.
on wednesday, i will have been home from college for the summer for exactly 5 weeks. weird. i'm working and just chilling mostly. i've noticed recently that i really look forward to having time to do nothing but then when that time rolls around i don't know what to do haha. i usually end up just going out and hanging out with friends, but lately my artistic juices have been spiked. i guess this is where getting my guitar restrung comes into play. i think during school, despite the fact that i still sang and whatnot, the artsy side of my brain was considerably stifled in the way i chose to spend my time. hopefully this summer at home will open new floodgates for when i return to school in august. i've been doing the most random shit to satisfy the itch too. i found one of those crayola watercolor things that costs like 3 dollars in my room and runs colors everywhere and have been painting with it for fun a lot lately. it looks like a 7-year-old's work as i've never been much of a painter, but hey, some of us enjoy painting rainbows and trees with the watercolor kit we acquired at a young age, thank you very much.
i cleaned my room the other day. as messy as i am, i feel like my room in itself was kind of a canvas that needed to be redone. it helped to clear my head as well as my closet and the floor, a necessity on all three counts. for the first time since i've been home, i feel like i'm actually... well, home. i do find myself missing a lot about being back down at school, but there is a time for everything and i have decided that summer for me at this point in my life means being in delaware. nothing to do, hot as balls, working in a restaurant, but home to the location of my old friends and family delaware =].
ahhh, "halfway home" just came on my shuffle. what a wondrous song. it fits perfectly in the theme of this entry too. p.s., it's somewhat sad that even my ipod has recognized my jason mraz addiction. i'll leave you with a video of the song so i can spread the joy and analytical goodness. i think it has quickly become one of my favorite tunes in general.
hope summer is treating you all well and delighting you in either introspective or completely carefree goodness. =] |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2008|03:08 am] |
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| | if it kills me - jason mraz | ] |
i am a contradiction and conundrum of sorts.
what's sad is before even typing this entry, i was kind of thinking in these full coherent, well vocabulary-ed phrases (unlike the one i just typed), kinda setting myself up for an lj entry. in my head. i'm weird.
i feel like i have an insomnia of sorts. not the physical problem of not being able to sleep because i AM tired, but just being completely and utterly mentally wired. i think the problem is that i get introspective at night, but instead of being able to push it aside to sleep like i feel most people can, i just mull over certain thoughts again and again until my mind literally can't shut down. it's to the point where even if i take a medicine that's supposed to help you sleep, i still stay up and just think. sleepily. it's also when my creative juices flow the most, but it's all for nothing because my body is so physically tired that i'm too lazy to let it come to fruition in any way by writing it down or anything of the sort. i've entertained the idea of writing a book or screenplay just for shits and giggles to see, one, what the hell my crazy mind can come up with, and two, how many hours that i spend wasting away could be to put to a (semi) productive use.
the weird thing is, i'm not stressed. i think my first semester of college kind of depleted the insane stress i used to get from school work because i went completely overboard. even lack of sleep, which has been more frequent for me lately, has not stressed me, as i know that i am not completely sleep deprived. i feel like so much of my life has been put into perspective that it's hard for me to feel stressed anymore. instead, i either feel nothing or just... frustrated. i've felt so frustrated lately. about nothing in particular, but at the same time, about everything. basically, at the moment, i consider myself to be a giant nut case. i feel like i have too many contradicting traits to fit into one person. to myself, i'm so over analytical and complex, but i think i give off this vibe of simpleness to others. i feel like when people are stressed or worried they confide in me because i guess i seem logical? or will at least listen? and although i love that some people feel they can talk to me about everything, at the same time, the entire time i'm just thinking why in the world they would come to me. i think i give off this vibe because i avoid drama and have the amusement level of a small boy, but i feel like... to myself, i'm so much more. not in a, they don't realize my potential way, but more in a, why, even though i am content, do i still feel this surge inside me like i'm missing out on something huge.
it's kind of how i look at my future. i know the general shell of what i want to do with my life - in my head it's so crystal clear - but i just can't put it into words when people ask me simple things like, "what do you want to do?" i feel all these things that i just can't put into words. i guess that's life.
i think it doesn't help that i have an obsessive personality and just like how i get with other things in my life, the thing i obsess about the most is probably my own thoughts and insights into my own mind.
oh the ramblings of a 3:30 in the morning spill fest. i'll probably read this in the morning... later morning... and want to delete it, but i think if i felt compelled to write in this thing for the first time in half a year, i should keep it. ah well. a public journal can be just as good as a paper one if it feels therapeutic when i'm done i guess. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2007|03:09 am] |
i met dane cook tonight and literally, he was the NICEST person ever. so nice to his fans and omg, i don't know if you guys think he's cute from watching him on tv or whatever - a lot of people don't - but he is absolutely fucking gorgeous in person. i gotta tell you, that was completely unexpected. me and my friend alahna went to his concert in DC and we waited by the press entrance/loading dock afterwards and even though he had a flight to catch he stayed after to sign autographs for everyone who was there and take pictures of course. he was SO NICE and omg... i'm on such a high. he signed my chest for me lol! even if you don't like his comedy, you have to love him for how much he appreciates his fans. he's literally THE nicest guy. and so overwhelmingly appreciative. gah... my love is solidified. i'll post pictures of when we met him if you guys wanna see them. (or they're on my facebook if you've already added me.)
omg, i love dane cook. sweet as can be. (and sexy as a bitch.) |
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[Aug. 10th, 2007|03:39 pm] |
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| | i can hear the bells - nikki blonsky | ] |
i leave for college one week from today.
my parents and sister leave for michigan tomorrow so they can move my sister into her apartment for grad school at university of michigan.
it's all so weiiird.
we went massive dorm shopping for the two of us this past week and it was kinda surreal... fun to get all new shit though. it's really weird trying to pack though because in attempting to, i've realized i have no idea what i'm going to do with half my stuff. i have the essentials like clothes and my new glorious laptop and a tv (of course), but now i've discovered my room is full of lots of useless shit that i haven't utilized since about 8th grade. i'm also kinda torn about what to do about all my posters. ciara from work bought me a james dean poster which is definitely coming to DC with me, but other than that, i just don't know. my room is so full of crap on the walls that i don't know how to pick and choose what'll come up. haha, i'm such a nerd. THIS is what's perplexing me, not the whole, you know, leaving my family and friends. yet. i've been such an emotional wreck this week... i guess it's the finality of it all but i've just been so sensitive and prone to crying about sentimental things. i guess it comes with the territory.
it's just so odd saying bye to people. even if most of them are only temporary.
i loved my high school experiences. i guess that puts me in the minority but whatever. i really am going to miss it. i am really, really, really excited about heading up to college though. i've been talking to a lot of people going to AU and it's just going to be nice to have a fresh, new start and meet new faces. new, new, new. repetition central. this is probably the biggest change i've ever gone through because i've never really moved before... especially somewhere where i don't know a single soul. it's kinda an adrenaline rush.
i am babbling like an asshole lmao.
man, i used to update this thing daily and now it's like a 3 times a year sort of thing. or whenever i feel particularly babbly like now.
i've seen hairspray 4 times in the theaters. it's really good. i recommend it highly. my sister had absolutely NO desire to see it, like was mad at me for dragging her to the theater, and she loved it. she's been walking around singing "good morning baltimore." i am still blatantly aware of how pathetic it is to see it that much but whatevs, i knows what i likes.
oh p.s., due to my recent viewings of hairspray and high school musical (because it's so terrifically terrible), have reduced me to the likings of a 13-year-old girl when it comes to zac efron. if someone could make me a .gif icon of this icon without the words and just the repeated image that would be absolutely glorious. =]
sexysexy.
my last day of work was yesterday. weird. i love my job. awesome fellow employees who gave me fun going-away presents and little to no actual physical work and free movie rentals! who could complain?
alright, time to go spend the rest of the day with my sister who has always been at a maximum of 20 minutes away by car before she moves 11 hours away from me. emotastic, i know.
hope everyone's doing well. =] |
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[May. 20th, 2007|01:25 pm] |
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[Brokeback's got me|  contemplative]
so i literally haven't updated in 2 months.
i read my friends page religiously and i love to comment on everyone else's stuff, but i'm too lazy to update my own. i just finished my last high school homework assignment ever though and it got me thinking so i figured i'd finally use this thing again.
my last day of high school is tomorrow. it feels so surrealll. we've been talking about how the end was drawing near since junior year, and now my last day is tomorrow. fucking crazy. after that, the next 2 weeks are a blur of final events... prom, graduation, senior week... all things i'm super excited for, but almost not ready to accept that they're mine now. it's not some other class that's leaving, it's mine. i'm the one now who has to leave my friends, who has to figure out how to make new ones, who has to become acclimated to a new city when i've lived in the same one for 18 years, who has to say goodbye to everything i've ever been familiar with. people ask me where i'm going to college and i say "american university in washington dc." i actually have a response to that question now. everything's so final.
i hear stories of how people say high school was the worst time of their life and how i'll enjoy college so much because everyone loves college, which i don't doubt, but i have to say, high school has been one of the best times of my life. maybe it's because it's been one of, if not the sole, largely life changing/developing experiences i've ever experienced, but i really am going to miss it. yeah, i wanna get out there and experience the world, but i have to say i've been pretty content the past 4 years, making the best friends a girl could ask for and finding my place. i really truly love my friends and i've written "i don't know what i'm going to do without you" in so many yearbook entries, but it's only because it's so true. what do you do when the people you love are suddenly plucked from your life and you're put smack dab in the middle of the unfamiliar? don't get me wrong, i'm sure i'll love college and have the time of my life, no doubt, but i'm just going to miss what i love right now.
this sounds emo and i'm not really even in in that sad of a mood right now... just very self-evaluatory, if that's a word. there have been small changes throughout my life but nothing this massive and completely life altering is all.
i'm excited for what life is going to bring me, but i'm sad about what i have to leave behind. |
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[Mar. 11th, 2007|10:21 pm] |
I turn 18 tomorrow.
And I just found out that I got into American University in Washington DC about 20 minutes ago.
BEST. PRESENT. EVER.
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[Feb. 27th, 2007|10:49 pm] |
I had a field trip to Washington, D.C. today, so large picture post to come later to make up for the huge lack of update-age for the past... um... long amount of time. Haha.
In the meantime,
I'm pretty sure my band teacher PWNS your band teacher.
We found this cruddy old scooter in the parking lot of our school when we got back from our field trip and Drumbore was just getting there because we had a band/chorus concert that night, so we got him to ride it. And attempt to do "tricks"... which was really just him jumping up in the air and landing on the ground while he tried to spin it and did not. Either way, it looks cool, doesn't it? EXTREME BAND TEACHER SCOOTER! It's the next craze. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2007|07:35 pm] |
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[Brokeback's got me|  content]
This is my obligatory New Year's post. Judging by the previous night and today, this shit's gonna be good. I can only hope, right? I know it's gonna be an emotional year, a good kind of bittersweet sort of emotional, but that's a given. Let the fun begin. I'm not ready to go back to school just yet though, but I never really am after a holiday break. I quite enjoy sitting around on my ass, thank you very much. =] After seeing friends and whatnot yesterday I am ready to get back into the swing of things, but just not the actual, you know, doing work part. Like usual.
( New Year's Eve pictures! (That I stole from Janine.) )
All in all, fantabulous.
I love my new icon. First things off, The Godfather is amazing, but secondly, a young Al Pacino is pant wettingly good-looking. It's glorious.
You know what I like about this year even though we're only about 20 hours into it? I have a lot on my mind, but I'm not overwhelmed. I'm thinking about school stuff and personal things but I'm genuinely content and calm. Usually when I think or overanalyze about stuff like this I get myself all worked up, but I'm just really taking it a day at a time. I think that'd be a good New Year's resolution to actually stick with. I'm sure it'll have the usual lapses but if I can keep it up for the most part then yay. It's a little cliché but whatever, if it makes me enjoy my life more, then it's all good. 2006 was an interesting year... not bad, just interesting. I want this year to be really memorable. And fuck, I graduate in 5 months and 2 days. I'm juicing this year for all it's worth! Like everyone else has been saying, there are so many "lasts" and that's just... it's so final. Gah, I don't wanna go anywhere yet. Time to revert back to childhood.
I hope everyone had good holidays and whatnot!
Oh and P.S., one of my Christmas gifts was gift cards to the movie theater. Do my parents know me or do they know me? =]
And P.P.S., in contrast to my last entry, alllll my college applications are finally submitted. THANK YOU, JESUS!!! |
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[Dec. 12th, 2006|08:54 pm] |
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| | Have It All - Jeremy Kay | ] |
[Brokeback's got me|  tired]
Yes, I'm still alive! I know you all were breathless with anticipation waiting for my next entry, so here you go.
We had musical auditions for Grease this past Monday and yesterday. I'm a Pink Lady. =] Marty, to be exact. I get to be a giant slut and sing a solo called "Freddy, My Love" about being a gold-digging bitch. Basically, fun x 3000. When I heard about the cast list I started squealing uncontrollably. The cast is AMAZING. Simply AMAZING. I don't think I've been that genuinely excited since I first knew how to like... poop in a toilet. I don't even know, lmao. That was a terrible reference, and I apologize. All I know is I'm gonna be rocking that pink jacket 'til the day I diiie.
Now, if only I had this much enthusiasm and gusto (nice vocab, right?!) in finishing my college applications. All the teacher and guidance counselor recommendations are in - all that crap that I was relying on other people for. All I have left to do is my shit... namely the essays. Rar. That's gonna be the death of me but I need to get those jawns pieces FINISHED. Going to college would kind of be amazing. I'm assuming. =]
I'm pretty pumped 'cause I have a NYC trip this Friday and SO many of my friends are going, good Lord. Out of the 40 spots or so, I'd say 25 are some of my favorite people. The rest are actually IN the club the trip is for! Can you imagine?! Lmao, but yeah, we visit the United Nations, and then go cavorting around NYC for 7 hours. GLORIOUS. And if that isn't fun enough, I have ANOTHER New York City trip next Wednesday with the music department to see "Phantom of the Opera" on Broadway. I'm basically shitting myself all over the place in excitement. Pretty messy. I love New Yooork! If there's one thing Delaware is good for, it is perfect proximity to 3 major cities. 2 hours from NYC, DC, and a half-hour from Philly. YOU JELUZ?! (Shut up, it's my one claim to location happiness in the "first state"... the "first state" to SUCK!!! Haha, omg, my jokes are so terrible tonight... it's like bio class all over again, eh Janine? ;]) Anyhoo, trips to Manhattan twice in one week and one of them being 5 days before Christmas? SPLOOGE ALL IN MY PANTS FROM AWESOMENESS.
Alright, I love that I'm spending my precious free time writing in LiveJournal. Oh well, I was in the mood. It needed to be done. Maybe I'll just copy and paste this for my college apps. "What I do in my spare time: a short story." Yeah... I'm lame. Hope you all are doing well! =] |
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[Nov. 15th, 2006|05:27 pm] |
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| | The Denial Twist - The White Stripes | ] |
[Brokeback's got me|  busy]
A longer update later for sure, but in the meantime, could someone make me an icon out of this picture?
I am terribly lacking in any kind of icon-making skills so I'd really appreciate it. I don't need anything fancy. Just literally the picture, if possible, MAYBE getting rid of the words, but I don't even particularly care. It's just too pretty not be made into love. It made me want to wet my pants a little.
Gracias! |
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[Oct. 26th, 2006|02:52 pm] |
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| | Waiting For My Real Life To Begin - Colin Hay | ] |
[Brokeback's got me|  frustrated]
Just a side note.
Biology is impossible. I think they just made everything up 'cause it seemed semi-plausible and figured, "Hey, that'll do, let's go teach it to some kids." Okay so, that's not really true, but it's what I'd like to believe. I can't even compare bio to a foreign language because I fucking understand my spanish class better. Any confidence that I have in my other classes is completely diminished by the fact that I sit and stare in that class and listen but nothing's absorbed. I like... I can't learn it. I don't know what it is. Science has NEVER been my strongest subject, but I usually semi-understood, and I just feel so lost now. BLAH. How do you ask questions on specific things when you don't understand ANYthing? Rar. So frustrating.
On a happy note though...
I'M SEEING THE FRAY IN CONCERT TOMORROW!!! That's what's been getting me through this week. I'm gonna pee myself or something. I'm so fucking EXCITED I could just... burst in a million pieces. YAAAAY!!!
Oh, and I saw The Departed on Sunday. 'Twas amazing. My thoughts? Jack Nicholson is ACTUALLY insane and that's why he's awesome, and that Leonardo DiCaprio is one fo the most underrated actors of our generation. So there. Oh, and I bought the new Justin Timberlake CD on Sunday too, and not to be a total cheeser, but it's um, amazing. It's so unique, the whole set-up and the instruments and all that, and I want to make sweet love to it repeatedly. And will.
Haha, I'm crazy bipolar in this entry but whatever, this was literally the exact train of thoughts running through my head when I wrote this. Muy interesante. Rararar. 29 houuuurs 'til I see THE FRAAAY!!! :D |
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[Oct. 16th, 2006|07:47 pm] |
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| | Bleed - Anna Nalick | ] |
[Brokeback's got me|  ecstatic]
Okay, so long story short, my english teacher from last year used to teach in Missouri and she keeps in touch with all her old students because she's amazing. She has pictures of them in her room, and last year myself and my friends noticed this AMAZINGLY hot guy named Aaron in a lot of the pictures, and we all came to love him and draw inappropriate captions on his pictures in the room. We all added him on MySpace and messaged him a lot and basically were his little fan club.
So I turn on my cell phone yesterday, and I have a text message from Ms. Howton, (yes, I'm a dork, and I have her on my cell and she's on mine but I LOVE HER SO I DON'T CARE!), and it said to stop in her room before first period because AARON WAS GOING TO BE THERE! He's an amazing baseball player and is in the Philadelphia area because he's getting surgery on a sports injury, but yeah. Needless to say, I was so excited. Squealing like a fan girl if you will. I managed to calm myself down before going into the room though, and I was worried he wouldn't live up to my expectations but HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WANT TO HAVE HIS CHILDREN! He is SO sweet and SO gorgeous and omggg, I couldn't function for the rest of the day. Me and Janine got a picture with him and you can see how happy I am - I'm straight cheesing! My smile could not BE any bigger. EEE, HE'S AMAZING, I WANT TO HAVE HIS BABIEEES.
Akekeke!
Alright, I'm gonna need to get over this eventually but he's SO PRETTYYY. He's even hotter in person, if that's imaginable. He's like 6'5 and lean and UGH, I want to do him. Hahaha. Goooood shit.
On another happy note -
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, JANINE CLAIRE!!! I LOVE YOU!!! (You definitely got the best present ever... midwest boys are HOOOT.)
(Oh and P.S., my SATs are finally all over! Kinda hilarious though - the proctor guy in my testing room had a mole on his face, but it was like, teardrop-shaped, so I spent like 15 minutes of the test trying to figure out if he had killed a guy or it was just like, the most aptly shaped mole ever. I'm so ADD.)
I'm gonna go do homework and think of Aaron and touch myself. =] Just kidding! Kind of. :D |
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