Maybe it's too soon to be sure but I really do believe that someday we're gonna have it all.
[Brokeback's got me| tired]

Yes, I'm still alive! I know you all were breathless with anticipation waiting for my next entry, so here you go.

We had musical auditions for Grease this past Monday and yesterday. I'm a Pink Lady. =] Marty, to be exact. I get to be a giant slut and sing a solo called "Freddy, My Love" about being a gold-digging bitch. Basically, fun x 3000. When I heard about the cast list I started squealing uncontrollably. The cast is AMAZING. Simply AMAZING. I don't think I've been that genuinely excited since I first knew how to like... poop in a toilet. I don't even know, lmao. That was a terrible reference, and I apologize. All I know is I'm gonna be rocking that pink jacket 'til the day I diiie.

Now, if only I had this much enthusiasm and gusto (nice vocab, right?!) in finishing my college applications. All the teacher and guidance counselor recommendations are in - all that crap that I was relying on other people for. All I have left to do is my shit... namely the essays. Rar. That's gonna be the death of me but I need to get those jawns pieces FINISHED. Going to college would kind of be amazing. I'm assuming. =]

I'm pretty pumped 'cause I have a NYC trip this Friday and SO many of my friends are going, good Lord. Out of the 40 spots or so, I'd say 25 are some of my favorite people. The rest are actually IN the club the trip is for! Can you imagine?! Lmao, but yeah, we visit the United Nations, and then go cavorting around NYC for 7 hours. GLORIOUS. And if that isn't fun enough, I have ANOTHER New York City trip next Wednesday with the music department to see "Phantom of the Opera" on Broadway. I'm basically shitting myself all over the place in excitement. Pretty messy. I love New Yooork! If there's one thing Delaware is good for, it is perfect proximity to 3 major cities. 2 hours from NYC, DC, and a half-hour from Philly. YOU JELUZ?! (Shut up, it's my one claim to location happiness in the "first state"... the "first state" to SUCK!!! Haha, omg, my jokes are so terrible tonight... it's like bio class all over again, eh Janine? ;]) Anyhoo, trips to Manhattan twice in one week and one of them being 5 days before Christmas? SPLOOGE ALL IN MY PANTS FROM AWESOMENESS.

Alright, I love that I'm spending my precious free time writing in LiveJournal. Oh well, I was in the mood. It needed to be done. Maybe I'll just copy and paste this for my college apps. "What I do in my spare time: a short story." Yeah... I'm lame. Hope you all are doing well! =]